Tbh, this is sth I have to tell now because it makes me feel like a great and smart kid, I never got that. I was like 5 or sth and I just didn't get why it's only man and woman and why they always have to love each other like can't you just be decent human beings and nice for no particular reason and just cause being nice is great for everyone?? Man - Woman - FRIENDSHIP? WHAT IS THIS? LOVE? YESSSSS! OH. NOT LOVE? HAAAAAAATTTEEEEE AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!! Woman - Woman - are super cute to each other, act like a couple - nobody gives a shit to be real - OR THEY STRAIGHT UP HATE EACH OTHER FOR A DUMB FUCKING REASON WHY
Man - man - WHAT THE HECK IS THIS THEY CAN'T BE MORE THAN FRIENDS!?! EIGHTER THIS OR THEY HATE EACH OTHER!!! I just.
I don't get it.
When my brother kissed a girl when he was 6 (my mom told be about that years later -) my mom was like uuuuh boiiii womaniser!! Lady killer daaaang! But if he kissed a boy she sure would say nah it's not true. Nope.
And I look at a guy for 3 seconds - She thinks that's my crush.
I meet a guy - he's instantly my boyfriend PLUS ofc we want to fuck I mean what else are we gonna do in my room with 6 consoles, a pc, instruments, books, art stuff, mobiles, lego, dolls,... I was mad I wasn't allowed to meet my best friend (let's call him Jake cause that's a cool name for a cool dude) when I was little even tho I always had problems getting along with girls. My "best friend" was a bitch and talked shit behind my back and wE WERE IN FUCKING KINDERGARTEN WHAT MESSED UP HUMAN BEING IS LIKE THAT IN FREAKING KINDERGARTEN WHAT THE HECK TAKE MORE CARE OF YOUR BARBIE DOLL KAREN (not her real name) AND STOP SAYING I DID THIS AND THAT WHEN IT WAS YOU WHO DID WEIRD SHIT ALL THE TIME???? AND TOLD LIES?? Like did she really think I'm that stupid? Did she really fucking think I'm blind? This bitch was born in a fucking bad way seriously I'm glad I don't have to see her anywhere ever again. She's such a bad influence.