All the voices inside you are suppressed some way or the other.
It's mostly you who wouldn't let your opinions be known for fear of being rejected, made into a fool or multiple other reasons. And lame ones..
Now your mind build you a defense mechanism, everything they say you will disagree. So that now they see you in a different light.
Your mind is so tired of your constant stresses and tension.
Now it needs protection... I say: ..but atleast they see me now. I don't care if im difficult.
.. I'm not invisible. . -wordstain